Many of you have wondered why I haven't been blogging that much over the last week and a half... well, the truth... it's been a hard week. This journey never gets easier... just longer. This last week has been especially difficult because Thanksgiving weekend has held some of my most favorite moments with my man, Thanksgiving has always been our favorite family holiday. This last week was a consistent reminder of how different our lives are and will be from now on... we are all forever changed, and sometimes I hate that.
Blogging has just seemed like an impossible task with such a heavy burdened heart... I have needed the hours I have poured into seeking God the last few days. I needed the reminder that I had taken my eyes from Jesus and looked at the circumstances around me, I was sinking as I looked at the circumstances... I have confessed my heart and refocused my gaze onto the Lord and I am reminded that He is ALL I need. God stands ready to be the strength in our weakness, the wealth in our poverty, the health in our sickness, the deliverance of our captivity, and the comfort in our despair. From beginning to end, He is our hope.
I am missing my man so much that the pain from my heartache is physical. The tears from my sorrow have been falling when I have not warranted them to. I feel completely raw on the inside, bleeding with pain. I am still learning, even after 18 months to consistently take it all to Him. There are times when I just fall at His feet and feel as though I am unable to carry on, but He so graciously picks me up and reminds me of how faithful He has been and is in this moment. He whispers His never ending, never failing love for me in my ear. He reminds me that I am His beloved. And when I grab hold of His love, it gives me the strength to keep going, to endure a little more, to persevere when I feel as though I can't go any further... He is all I need, and He is enough. John 14:27 (NSAB) "Peace I leave with you; My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Do not let your heart be troubled, nor let it be fearful.
No matter how long the journey does feel, and no matter the pain that is experienced... there is so much to be thankful for, so much that God has done to bless us, and so much joy even in the midst of the pain and sorrow. He has carried us this far and I know this very moment, He is still carrying us in the palm of His great and mighty hands. He is ALL I need.
Please, please continue to believe and pray for Adam's FULL recovery, do not loose heart praying for my man, I beg you... He's come so far and we have been so blessed by your prayers, please keep believing and praying for miracles to continue to take place in this journey. Thank you for your prayers and support.
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