I surrender all to Jesus. Psalm 31:14 "But I trust in you, O Lord; I say, 'You are my God'"
I am in a season of surrendering everything, my hopes, my dreams, my fears, my anxiety... every emotion, every feeling. Not saying that God won't give me the desires of my heart, someday, but for now I am surrendering it all and unto His will. I am resting in the palm of His hands. Like I have said before, He can have it all, here is my heart Lord, you can have it all.
When I stay focuses on who God is, it is so much easier to surrender, lay my burdens at the cross and allow Him to bear the weight and carry me. I serve an awesome God, He is Faithful, Sovereign, Loving, Caring, Compassionate, Majestic, Mighty, Powerful, Creative, Detailed, His timing is ALWAYS perfect... this is who God has been for me today. The song below has been the cry from the depths of my soul. I have listened to this song countless times and have played it for Adam so many times... it's where we are. So both Adam and I surrender all to you Lord.
Adam had another CT scan this morning and everything looked the same, his brain is still pushed to the right and down, and the fluid collection has not changed. So he is heading to the operating room for his 10th surgery. Adam hasn't been resting well the last couple of days. He has had a rough afternoon, his blood pressure and heart rate have been elevated and none of his usual tricks or medications seemed to help. Also, he has had quite a few neurological storms, please pray for him to get rest tonight before his surgery tomorrow. Rest is so vital for his recovery.
Please pray for Adam's surgery tomorrow, pray for his strength both physically and spiritually. Pray for all those that come in contact with Adam, that their lives are changed through the power of the Holy Spirit inside of Adam. Pray that even through the pain suffering that God will be able to use this time, in both our lives to continue to draw us closer to Him and that He will continue to change lives and be glorified.