I never realized how comforting writing this blog would be, but it has turned out to be a source of comfort to write my thoughts as well as updates.
While there has been no change in Adam's condition, this is my personal belief update not a medical update...
As a wife I am created to be my husband's helpmate, yet right now I feel so helpless. I would love to take all this away from him, but I know and believe that God is doing a work through all of this. I love my role as a wife and helpmate and I have learned new ways to be a helpmate in this time. My favorite things to do for Adam is to sing to him, read to him, pray with him, hold him, love him.
The nurses have been great at letting me be involved. I like to do as much as possible and I let the nurses if they can teach me, then I want to do whatever I can... I now bathe him, I do his oral care as much as possible, and I help the nurses reposition him. I have learned so much and I love being Adam's advocate. I love Adam with all my heart, more than words can say.
I have such a great praise, today I have been carried through the day by strength that is not my own. I have had such peace and hope in the day. Despite what the doctors say, I choose to believe that Adam hears me and knows he is holding my hand. Today his heart rate was elevated for a long period of time and I started singing to him and his heart rate lowered to a normal rate. I choose to believe that this is not by accident but because he knows it's me.
I will write again tomorrow. But for now I leave you with Philippians 4: 7&8 "Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving present your requests to God. And the peace of God which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
PLEASE KEEP PRAYING, WE NEED ALL OF THEM.
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